Quote of the Day
Being poor is not an indication of potential or worth. It’s a lack of resources.Kim Harrison, A Perfect Blood
Understanding a thing finally!
Now that The Uninhabitable Earth is in my researching rear-view, I’m moving on to more specific research for my novel. I’m still a little shaky on worldbuilding, so I decided to take a chance on MasterClass, and watched N.K. Jemisin’s class on Writing SFF. Completely worth it! I actually understand what I need to do now, with a simple, repeatable process. Her explanation of power dynamics in a society alone was worth the price of the whole year of access to the site.
Looking over my old work with this new information, I can see now exactly what I was missing and why a lot of my stories seemed to take place on a low-budget set instead of in a world.
I’m watching the worldbuilding section of some of the other writing classes on MasterClass to see if there are any gems in there, but Nora’s process is going to be basis of how I’m going to start worldbuilding.
It’s amazing seeing these pieces start to all come together. It’s amazing to be able to look at my stories and finally see what was missing and how I could improve them.
I can’t wait to get to work.
I’ve been re-reading some of Kim Harrison’s The Hallows series lately, because they are comforting as a warm coat in late fall. My probiotics have been messing my guts all up, I have no idea right now what is “safe” to eat, so I’ve been in pain a lot and having to spend a couple hours a day re-grouping. I’ve lowered my dose, so hopefully that will help.
I’m in the middle of A Perfect Blood, and Rachel just got a tattoo (spoilers, I guess, but it’s a pretty minor plot point externally). It made me think about my tattoo. Which I haven’t. In a really, really long time.
There was lots of symbolism talk in the book about the final design of Rachel’s tattoo. And even though I’ve read this book at least 5 times I’ve never connected it to the symbolism of tattoos in general, or how I got mine without having any real clear idea about what it meant at all.
Yeah….I’m wearing forever marks on my skin that I stole from a tiny detail piece of an artist’s painting of a parrot. I don’t remember the artist, nor could I probably find the painting. The detail was not part of the parrot itself, it was a little circular symbol. I don’t have any idea why I wanted this kind of design. I didn’t know then. At the time I was big on following my instinct and figuring it out later. I never figured it out. Here it is:
Why those colors? I don’t know. What kind of flower is that? I don’t know. Is it a 6 pointed star or 3 loopy links locked together or 2 stacked triangles? I don’t know. Why are there 6 little balls? No clue. Why is the whole thing outlined in little half-circles? Why indeed.
It’s like 15 years later and I got nothing. I originally got the tattoo as a reminder that I didn’t have to go back to being a version of myself that I didn’t like. I honestly have no idea that I ever needed that reminder. I never looked at my tattoo and had this great moment of realization about My Life and Where I Was Going and Who I Am. It’s a thing on me and honestly, I’m reasonably mystified as to why it’s there.
At least it’s pretty?
Maybe when I’m 85 I’ll be able to look at it and say, oh yes, I see now how that fit into my life. Maybe it was a waste of however much I paid for it. ($300?) Maybe someday a fairy will conjure with it and trap me in the fairy realm forever and I’ll be like oops, maybe I should have figured out what this symbol meant a long time ago….
Another Rachel Mariana Morgan realization. Rachel always tries to do the Right Thing, to stand up when it’s time to stand up and not let bad behavior slide. And, Kim Harrison makes clear, she expects that of others.
It’s one of the things I love about the character, because that’s something I wish I did in my life more often. But I did have the realization today that she has a lot of resources to back her up when standing up to power greater than her own doesn’t work out. She’s got the help of entire government agencies, and lots of people who have power and money and skills that mean she always has a place to turn when she loses everything.
This isn’t inherently a bad thing. It’s just a thing to remember if you want to stand up and are afraid even when inspired by characters like Rachel. It’s a lot easier to stand up when you have resources.
I clicked on a clickbait-y headline on YouTube, and actually found a well-researched thing. Why is food so problematical? Am I going to have to search the store for duck fat now?